today we have a 100% of it's attention. viejas canciones llenan el album que una vez pense haber quemado, en aquel helado verano cuando las penas que pense haber olvidado decidieron resurgir y los miedos que pense haber superado empezaron a decidir por mi. dentro de la misma realidad del asunto he visto aquel astuto cochino, residuo falaz, jugar a las canicas con la verdad, y mientras ganaba la partida, perdia la llave a la salida de su propia guarida, encerrandose a si mismo en el olvido, dentro de su cinismo y carisma, creando un nuevo destino. paso las paginas y entre melodias veo imagenes que tanta falta me hacian... imagenes que cobran vida como si aun fuese aquel dia en que la vi, aquel dia en que la vivi, aquel dia en que la perdi, aquel dia en el aprendi que caer es vivir y levantarse es sentirse vivo. aun cuando vivo quedo el ritmo que aquel mismo trino vendio en el mercado al primer postor solo por amor al arte, el arte de darte amor simplemente por amarte como parte de m...
it's 4:35 in the morning. i look at people talking on a screen, trying to justify their actions. the delay is long, as i try to understand, to be in their shoes, but i feel nothing. looking into the past, laughter and smiles, moments to remember, feelings to embrace? but i feel nothing... the experiences lived show the world has a lot to offer. these experiences blur with the truth, my truth. i try to find myself and i get lost in grief. i force myself to love, to share love, to call out for love, to express love... but it's all forced. i feel nothing. i think of shinta. she loved me. she didn't judge me. she didn't try to take advantage of me. she felt my pain and offered love in return. i wish she was still with me. i open myself to the opportunities and the responses i get... i don't trust them. i gave myself away for a decade, and was discarded like the trash i've always been. my hands tremble and my strength lingers far like a star i try to grab. the hollow...
Life is crazy. Institutionalized and medicated, making everyday worth the time wasted through thick and thin, as if momentum tended towards infinity. Dealing with the treacherous ways of Everything in Between, seeking for air to breath while submerged in the waters that never broke. Left to decay, as the fish take bites of the skin that peels. Oh, the fish... determined to feed with no satisfaction in sight. Once they were beautiful moments, memories uncanny. But they were given the time necessary to become the trauma inducing situations that It carries. Yeah, Life is crazy. Because it's nowhere far from lunacy to consider the helping hand as equivalent to the snack in the way. Yeah, keep biting the hand that feeds and you'll be left waiting for the results. Life isn't responsible for enacting dramas or enforcing consequences. It just walks, and walks, and continues to become whatever it may, and promptly forgets the path already walked. It's not the first time after al...
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