Dysfunctionality of an Almost Human Mind

mientras andaba, mi mirada se cruzo con la tuya luego de que los lapices se volvieran turbios andaba en busca de la verdad a travez de una grulla y encontre respuesta en tus zapatos sucios se que nunca seras y se que no eres y no se si alguna vez fuiste, pero de que tuviste la oportunidad de crecer y la dejaste perder es mas que una estrella de mar en medio de la autopista al monte de zion. sera que pudiste entenderme y me hablaste en mi idioma sin saberlo? sera que venimos de mundos similares y no pude reconocerlo? esta es la ultima vez que dejo la sopa en la nevera sin sacarle las condimentos primero. es hora de cocinar un nuevo dia.

"Quiero perderme, contigo, como se pierde el horizonte." Permíteme que te cite, permíteme una cita, cítame y pídeme lo que te plazca y perdamosnos en el ocaso, así como dice la cita que te hice. Quise tenerte hasta hacerte, no solo mia, sino hacerme tuyo y que juntos seamos uno, que solo quiere hacerse a si mismo, increíblemente infinito dentro de todos y todo. Quizás encuentre la ultima gota de sudor un poco salada por su calidad finalizadora, o tal vez nos perdamos de tal manera que no encontremos el final a nuestra lujuria, perdón, quise decir angurria, no tampoco... astucia? histeria? rabia por tantas calumnias!!! no... bueno, me rindo. El punto esta en (tre la F y la H...) las cosas que quisiera decirte, las que deseo hacerte y las que pienso hacerte sentir. No es mi estilo, es tuyo, y tu estilo me inspira et mon stylo peut pas s'arreter et mes cahiers n'ont des pages sufficent pour t'ecrire, decrire, te dire que la vie sans toi c'est qu'un delire,

Happens when you let people get to you to the point of no return when it burns within joints on the lessons never learned wishing for times when colors in life never yearn exclusions, excursions, exgirlfriends, expulsions, all earned. So was the story told by those unable to give a shit. thinking that things only happen for those who live them is another way of putting the blame on anyone else when only one is to blame, the self. if you fall under this influence, brace your self, embrace the future, endure the past and walk the day as if today meant forever, yesterday nevermore and tomorrow was somedayland . The fact of having to put him through it again and again. decompressing past experiences to renew with fresh airs of malfunction so to make the dysfunction somewhat more agreable, is the stupidest resolution ever, just like warm weathers under winter times. Who would rather see the sky fall and step on its left overs other than to fly on it like a lost bird seeking for a new horiz

i'm arlin, you're logan right? yeap where's my hug mofo! and i'll always remember, your smile so tender, your laughter as thunder, as we sat right under the son of the moon waiting for the sun that first night we met over 10 years ago. you sang orestes like it was the only song you've ever loved and i danced to your voice with the smoke in between us. do you remember? do you recall how i said that was the best way i've ever met anyone? can you still see the dragon looking cloud that gave away the uprising of the blond one? because i still remember how you said "LETS GO TO THE BEACH" and we drove like we had nothing else to live for but that moment. i remember the secrets you told me... i've kept them just like you took mine to the grave... and i can still feel you... even so far away... you were the medicine i needed. you were my perfect drug. you are still flowing in my blood like that time you cut your finger and i kissed it hoping to see you smi